My Head's Going to Explode ...

i'm in that place right now where there's so much i want to do that i don't get anything done because i can only obsess about what i want to do and therefore i can't organize myself to do one thing and move on so i just think about everything at once and there aren't enough hours in a day especially with a job that gets in the way and i should be exercising because i pay good money for a gym membership that i never go to and it would do me good because i've gained too much weight over the past couple of years and so i don't even knit for myself anymore because everything i like looks like crap on me but i shouldn't even be knitting because i've got a house to finish and an apartment to get ready to put on the market and friends need help to move and my parents are nagging me for pictures and i've got to drive my inlaws to the airport and go to my nieces' first communion and my other nieces' dance recital not today but this weekend and if i'm going to have a child i need to get in shape now and try having one now before i get too old and i just bought more knitting books which is insane because it just means that i have to move those too and having new books around only makes me want to make more stuff anyway like the sushi tp cover for my friend who is moving and a scarf for another friend who's birthday is coming up and a poncho that i found that i like not to mention the bag that i still haven't finished up and the only way i can do all of that is if i didn't work but i have to work even though i spend my hours at work thinking about things i'd rather be doing oh this is bad .....*****KA BOOM*****