WW

so while my boston girls were on their way down to nyc to buy all of the yarn and eat warm chocolate cake and look at the rockefellar center  big ass CHRISTMAS tree (and i wasn't) i decided to do something proactive this morning.

writing up the lists in my last post got me thinking about STUFF.  you know, the stuff that clogs the brain and makes you feel sorry for yourself, the stuff that hurts.  plus with my birthday coming up --- 17 MORE SHOPPING DAYS PEOPLE!!!!  COUNT 'EM!  -- it was/is clear that although there are many things that i have no control over, there are some that i do.  being fat.  i can do something about that.

i wrote about that issue probably around this time last year -- set up a blog to track my progress and everything -- and failed miserably.  failed so badly that i'm 5 pounds higher than i was at my highest!  so now this is my highest!  i also took down my blog.

so it's time to re-activate the blog -- and admit that i can't do it alone.

so this morning i joined weight watchers -- not just the web version -- but the real live go every week and get weighed and sit through the meetings version.  i'm committing to 7:30am every saturday meetings.  they're convenient to my home, i get them over with, i'm up anyway, and i even met a few members who seemed friendly. 

anwyay -- wish me luck.