Ugh!

over the past few months i think i've turned into a bit of a hermit.  i used to be a social person.  i was always up for a party and always ready to go out.  but lately, unless it's to hang out with you knitting people, i'm just not interested.  and i'm kind of feeling bad about it.

tonight, i'm going out against my will.  because j who is really the anti-social one in our relationship wants to go out.  he's not saying it out loud and i know that if i were to tell him that i couldn't bear it, he wouldn't press. but if i say no to certain friends one more time, they're going to think we're avoiding them, which we aren't.  and i'll probably have a good time. 

ugh.  i don't even have the energy to drive home.

but i do have some knitting to show you.