Just Friday

last night (well this morning actually) i woke up from a dream that left me feeling a little lost and confused.  in this dream, i run into some old friends, one i've known since i was a kid, and in my dream, they all refuse to talk to me.  and it's frustrating because i keep running after them to find out why they're so mad at me.  i know that in real life, these women can't be angry with me, as our relationships have always been about living our lives and enjoying our brief times together when they happen, even if months or years separate those events.  so i have no idea what my sub-conscious is trying to tell me.

it could be that i'm just anxious about j's trip to japan.  he's excited, and i don't blame him, but i'm worried that something might happen to him while he's so far away.   i should tell myself what i would tell any of you in this situation...everything will be ok. 

ack!   alrighty then, here's a photo that has nothing to do with my anxieties or my dreams.  these dried buds are what is left of my anniversary flowers. 

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day 224 -- i probably should fold laundry or something as j is working outside.