so i've never been much of a gardener. a couple of years ago i tried my hand at growing herbs, which was fine, but unsatisfying and last year i tried sunflowers and that was disheartening at best. part of the problem, i know, is that i don't know what the hell i'm doing and i become overwhelmed with the details. reading up on the topic just makes me feel as if i know even less than before i started reading up on the topic and that makes me realize that i will never know anything and i just want to give up.
and then norma comes along with her garden tutorial "along." and she promises me that i can grow something in free standing containers, and that she'll hold my hand (figuratively of course, but i'm sure that if i needed her to hold my hand for a second or two -- not too long of course -- that she would. maybe to make up for the fact that she mispronounces my name sometimes) and tell me exactly what i need to do.

so last saturday i did some shopping at my friendly neighborhood home center and came home with some potting soil, some seeds, and some tomato plants.
i've started small. some cilantro (i'm all about cilantro) and basil.
lettuces.
and some big boy tomatoes (i accidentally also picked up a big beef tomato plant).
i planted according to package directions. (they could stand to be a little more explicit by the way, the instructions on the packages but norma says not to sweat it too much.)
so now i'm just waiting for something to happen. norma promises me that something will.


grow damn it!
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day 61 -- *sigh*