something's been bugging me lately. nothing too serious. just a little nagging thing.
i have no idea where all of my time goes.

i work a regular 40 hour a week job with some commuting time but since i've been living in the city, it's probably no more than an hour or two tops a day. i don't have kids. i live in a 400 square foot room. (omg i'm in college again!!!!) so you would think i had tons of free time to do whatever it is that i want to do!

and the thing is i do! but i seem to have nothing to show for that time. in the time it's taken me to knit one pair of socks or two, my friend chawne has made blankets and spun and quilts and all sorts of shit. and there are others out there just like her. and i'm wondering, what is it that i'm doing or not doing that makes me so unproductive. do i play too many iphone games? do i need to step away from the computer more? limit my time on pinterest? or do i sleep too much?

now, in addition, i'm starting to slowly gain back all of the weight i had lost in the fall, and that makes me sad and slow and tired. so i know that i need to exercise more. which i know will just eat more time away from my crafty pursuits. heh. (it's been suggested that i knit and walk but i'm not 100% sure that would really work).

anyway, all of this is more rhetorical than anything. i just have to figure things out i guess. procrastinate less. do more.

in the meantime, i'm taking photos of red things because on top of everything else, IT'S ONLY NOW THAT I'M BLOGGING ABOUT THIS YEAR'S PROJECT SPECTRUM!!!!
i tend to love all colors (well expect for baby pink, barbie doll peach and beige) and i'll obsess about certain colors for a bit -- such as mustardy yellow or aqua. but red is my favorite color. it was no accident that this beautiful quilt includes so much red or that i drive a red car.
so yeah that's about it.